its the way you do things like this to me.
i dont know what to do, say.
receiving that message half an hour before, and this is what i mean
when i say that i try to be nice, not nice NICE saccharine so, but
at least tolerant, and giving them an explanation by way or smthg.
you just turned a cold shoulder in a matter of what, ten mins and left me all confused and worried.
you know that? you dont. of course.
and so, what do you expect me to say,
with that sorry about whatever.
i, i dont know. seriously.
but i think that maybe i should distance myself from you, just a little bit more,
so that i wont be so hard hit.
and its not like i matter much, to you anyway. tell me to my face, then. that i care too much.
sometimes.